A Total Mess

today's musical inclination: Madonna - Crazy for You
-"I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's so brand new..."
-Don't even!!! I swear, if I hear one comment about, you know, that, I will unleash the power of TEH RHINE MAIDEN >:) on your sorry punk-ass.
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I'm a mess right now. A total mess.

I have a Chem 1 exam later. I haven't studied at all. I think around 10 or so I'ma prolly hit the books... err, the lecture hand-outs anyway. Gah. I don't care.

I saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Fahrenheit 9/11 last weekend on pirated DVD. Nice. Fun. I'd love to do a full-blown review but spoilers are unavoidable in the former and the latter really doesn't warrant a review. It's all good. Fahrenheit was entertaining and Eternal Sunshine was just beautiful.

We saw Feng Shui a couple of days ago. It was ok. It was not without its strong points, but it seems to fall into the "not-scary-just-surprising" category of movies. Now I get what Jam said about that little kid on the bike. Hahaha. Retard. (the kid I mean, the kid on the bike)

I bought a webcam. I thought I'd snap a friendster pic or two, but it turns out I'm just too damn ugly for that. So there, never mind. The cam will be limited to YM chats wherein I am viewing my chatmates' cams or wherein they are using voice chat.

Shit. I hate feeling like this. I told myself I wouldn't feel this way anymore. I hate this. I hate this I hate this I hate this. It's complicated and I don't feel like explaining. I just wanna forget about it. Is that so much to ask?

Make it stop. Please, tama na. Ayoko na ng ganito...
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completely wrong thought of the day: I've been tripping on friendster lately... hahaha. Anyone want a testi? I can write one even if I know absolutely nothing about you, and it isn't those crappy ones that go "I don't know her really, sa net lang, but she seems nice, parang ano, parang ganito, parang ganyan..." Sheesh. They gotta learn to be a little more assertive than that. And that's me, assertive (online anyway hahaha). So there. If you want one lemme know. Nyahaha. As if. Oh yeah, if you want one of course, you gotta add me first. Duh. Look around. My e-mail add's around here somewhere.